Dear Reader,
This past Sunday was one of those special days. I went to a Friends-of-the-library type books sale in the morning, and later in the afternoon, I went to a meeting of my small book club where we discussed two of Chimamanda Ngozi Adichieβs books. It was an idyllic spring day, perfect for lazy Sunday-type pursuits. But I know it was to be among books, talking about them, breathing their moth-y smell, and discovering new old books, that made the day extra special. As readers and writers, you are probably familiar with this feeling for books, one fueled by a slightly myopic idealism. Though I don't think it's just idealism, but a recognition of the capacity of a book to be whatever we need: an escape, a how-to, or where we stumble upon someone else who has felt what we are feeling, and for that moment, we are not alone.Β
In other news, I have settled into a weekly cadence of writing and I am looking forward to connecting with more writers and readers.Β Sidenote: I often wonder if writers make good readers. Since starting work on my novel, I have noticed I read books differently, especially fiction. The magic of a writer's plot has become slightly translucent, and I am more aware of the spell as they cast it. This has made me steer away from novels. Most of the books I have read in the last few years have been nonfiction, mainly a bunch of books whose titles end with the word journey. I hope this is not a permanent change because I miss the oblivion a novel can bestow.Β But coming back to Substack, there was all the initial setting up to do and the thrill of receiving the first likes, comments, and subscriptions. I was excited to start the real work of writing and building community and audience but I am also unsure whether this growth will happen.Β
At the start of any venture, especially one not accompanied by an ironclad guarantee, we are almost always going to meet Uncertainty. I know that. We all know that. But knowing it does not make it any less overwhelming in the moment. We canβt help longing for quick progress over to the other side, in my case, a land withΒ thousands of subscribers. Wouldn't it be great if we never had to deal with Uncertainty? But Iβve recently discovered that Uncertainty isnβt a scary abyss, a raging river, or the name of a giant dragon we have to fight. What if I told you that I now know for sure that Uncertainty is a small porcupine that has long made its home on the new path you have just started on? That it is a quiet animal that keeps to itself? What if I told you someone terrible must have started the rumor that porcupines shoot quills at people and apparently, itβs not true? That when left alone, Uncertainty the porcupine just wants to climb trees, and eat berries and tree bark.
Would you be okay with Uncertainty then?
Iβd love to know what you think about new ventures, and how to balance the thrill with the fears. If you have any stories, advice, or suggestions about starts and stops and everything in between, I hope youβll share them with me (in the Comments or via email: writersomnibus@gmail.com). Iβm looking forward to hearing from you. Have a great weekend! - Priya
PS: Iβm on Notes and planning on using it to make new friends, discover more writers, and to share my photography. Hope youβll say Hi there.
Notes is a new space on Substack for us to share links, short posts, quotes, photos, and more. I plan to use it for things that donβt fit in the newsletter, like work-in-progress or quick questions.
How to join
Head to substack.com/notes or find the βNotesβ tab in the Substack app. As a subscriber, youβll automatically see my notes. Feel free to like, reply, or share them around!
I remember starting my Substack with a lot of uncertainty. After a month of writing, I felt the uncertainty grow even stronger. But then it was reassuring to see more engagement on my posts, which reassured me that there are readers interested in my work. Growth is non-linear and gradual. Keep writing. Those who will be interested in your work will find you. I'm glad I found you!
"Uncertainty is the necessary companion of all explorers."